Actually i'm tahan and act like nothing that night but when i saw Lin start crying and i hug her to comfort her but my tears cannot tahan ler..it's dropped and we hug together and cried loud and loudly. I knew what is her feeling. When facing to our own lover it is get hurt. Lin dun wan we help her to celebrate her birthday is because him. I knew that.. it is really hurt.
When i saw her let me think more again,he can be fren with her talk to her but why me cannot??
I really so drunk that night even cannot walk well. Hug Shin start crying again and Shin keep comfort me and sayang my head let me feel so warm. That night almost everybody drunk. Rs order Chivas,it was so ''qiang'' ! While u drink a little bit u will feel hot in throat. I have drank two small glass of pure Chivas without any mix Cola. Then still drink beer dunno how many glass. At last got go thai a while. Keep say sorry to other ppl because keep knock dao other ppl,DRUNK!
Wei Qi and Ah Hong got at thai. They saw me drunk de yang zi ler.. ><
At last Haw come comfort me,i dunno he go there too. Meet Roger too... Funny ler,i cry still let Haw come to comfort me,i think it is hurt to Haw more.. Haiz!
He saw Haw too but dunno what is his feel. Gang ga ba maybe~
He saw i cry but he cant do what maybe he just feel guilty. Really very sad when i saw u. Don wan to leave u. We have broke for 2 weeks ler. The third weeks coming ler...... Miss the moment tht when we still together.. He gu yi dun wan to take photo with me when at tanjung seafood. I have request for taking picture with him and he just find the reason said ''lazy'' , ''dun wan''... When others ask for it he say sui bian... it's obvious tht he dun wan.. still say be fren but he juz keep tao bi me.. My heart bleeding~~~~
When i fall down get hurt he dun care. I have told him tht i was pain and bleed but he din have any reply....... I wan fren with him just lik others fren with him so good. I wan to have a photo with him.
I asked:last time i ask u,like or not?say yes or no.
he said: no. ur attitude and ur crazy msging.....
he said he dun like ler.no feel ler............
why i keep cant accept this??y keep ask him still got feel or not? it's hurt~
Actually no matter i changed my attitude and stop msg him din fan him ler he wont like too ler.
those juz reason.. don lik ler jiu shi don like ler......
miss him a lot today~
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