如果说约会是恋爱组曲的前奏，
那么那天你来motherland给我惊喜算不算呢？
20分钟的单独时间应该有吧
我们应该已经逛完整个帝宫了
如果时间能倒流那该有多好


7月7号就快来临了
如果我们还在一起 那会是我们在一起的第二个月
但，
那只是 如果
不想要那天的到来

为什么分手后却还在期待着你的出现
虽然你的每次一出现，就不再像从前那样主动找我聊天。。
虽然你的每次出现，我总呆呆的望着你msn等待着你主动找我
你..消失了，这样不是更好吗？
我可以更容易忘记
更容易恢复我可以专心做别的事
不去想我可以变得很忙碌很忙碌
我可以从新爱上天空
可是...不管再怎么忙碌..再怎么不去想 再怎么催眠自己说我不在乎了
你 还是在我心中
没有你，天空是灰色的
回忆还在旋转旋转不停的旋转
我还是好想你
我...真的好想你

以为分手后我们可以当知己
不能当知己就当你的好朋友
不能当好朋友就当朋友
不能当朋友就当你的最最最普通朋友
不能当最最最普通的朋友，至少能当一个认识的人见了面也可以打招呼
连那个也不行，就当一个你认识名字的陌生人吧再不行？
我还能当你的什么呢？敌人??

在学校碰见你该微笑还是避开你的眼光？
听见朋友谈到你我是该加入话题？还是安静在旁边听？
偶尔你在我附近听到你的声音 听到你的笑声 闻到熟悉的味道

每次都要假装不在乎
心想，都和我没关系不要再听了 不要再想了 够了！
但其实心里却多么怀念这些..
想再听多一点你的声音..
偷偷的再看你多一眼，
想再闻闻以前抱抱时那个味道
想再次听你喊我的名字...
我到底该怎么办？
到底该怎么做才能挽回我和你之间的感情？

我不要求当回恋人，我明白我和你之间不可能
但，请你不要放弃我们的友谊好吗？
我要求的不多，但请你见到面也能过来和我说说话就像以前那样 好吗？
如果这些你也给不到，那我只求你快乐

不要在我面前忌讳这些忌讳那些
不要在我面前假装
不要在我面前掩饰自己，不和我谈心

感情之间没有谁对谁错不是你被伤害就是她/他被伤害
不合适就不合适
我并不后悔和你交往过
和你那么特别的人交往我真的很幸福很快乐
我很珍惜那短短的一个月
和你手牵手和你在一起
被你喜欢被你疼的日子
这一段回忆能拥有它，我真的是幸福的

Actually i'm tahan and act like nothing that night but when i saw Lin start crying and i hug her to comfort her but my tears cannot tahan ler..it's dropped and we hug together and cried loud and loudly. I knew what is her feeling. When facing to our own lover it is get hurt. Lin dun wan we help her to celebrate her birthday is because him. I knew that.. it is really hurt.

When i saw her let me think more again,he can be fren with her talk to her but why me cannot??

I really so drunk that night even cannot walk well. Hug Shin start crying again and Shin keep comfort me and sayang my head let me feel so warm. That night almost everybody drunk. Rs order Chivas,it was so ''qiang'' ! While u drink a little bit u will feel hot in throat. I have drank two small glass of pure Chivas without any mix Cola. Then still drink beer dunno how many glass. At last got go thai a while. Keep say sorry to other ppl because keep knock dao other ppl,DRUNK!

Wei Qi and Ah Hong got at thai. They saw me drunk de yang zi ler.. ><

At last Haw come comfort me,i dunno he go there too. Meet Roger too... Funny ler,i cry still let Haw come to comfort me,i think it is hurt to Haw more.. Haiz!

He saw Haw too but dunno what is his feel. Gang ga ba maybe~

He saw i cry but he cant do what maybe he just feel guilty. Really very sad when i saw u. Don wan to leave u. We have broke for 2 weeks ler. The third weeks coming ler...... Miss the moment tht when we still together.. He gu yi dun wan to take photo with me when at tanjung seafood. I have request for taking picture with him and he just find the reason said ''lazy'' , ''dun wan''... When others ask for it he say sui bian... it's obvious tht he dun wan.. still say be fren but he juz keep tao bi me.. My heart bleeding~~~~

When i fall down get hurt he dun care. I have told him tht i was pain and bleed but he din have any reply....... I wan fren with him just lik others fren with him so good. I wan to have a photo with him.

I asked:last time i ask u,like or not?say yes or no.

he said: no. ur attitude and ur crazy msging.....

he said he dun like ler.no feel ler............

why i keep cant accept this??y keep ask him still got feel or not? it's hurt~

Actually no matter i changed my attitude and stop msg him din fan him ler he wont like too ler.

those juz reason.. don lik ler jiu shi don like ler......

miss him a lot today~

Gambateh~

Today bring mummy go school..

All subject teacher dou said me talkative larh noisy larh bla bla bla~~

got bei mummy say ler yi xia....hmm

most worse is EA and Sivik teacher wrote the comment said me

' Tidak hormat cikgu'

Walao...say till like that not good eh...wan change ler hmm...

Last nite quite sad then called fei..

keep crying when talking to him~

our Friendship really so easy to break?

She is still angry me no matter how i talk and msg her she wont reply me or answer me..

almost birthday ler dun wan quarrel with her but she seems lik dun wan talk to me..

just a word saying ''ngiao ji'' make her so hate me until now?

we have been four or five days din talk ler..

i care this frenship,she makes me moody because she dun wan to talk to me...

I feel i'm alone and feel nobody care me..

i know they dun like i keep say about him so have to change it and avoid to say him in front of them again...

Thanks for Fei told me i'm still his best fren make me feel warm and not lonely~

Besides her,

he is the main point to make me sad too

when i talking to him,he looked tao yan me and feel im so fan..

i dunno y he wan so hate me..

i already listen to them as wad thy said dun find him ler..

why he still treat me like tht?

if not they ask to stop i think he will direct go away after sent me back home..

he does not care me at all~

I have nothing to do coz he don like anymore~

I very mind and very care he keep care her and talk to her but i cant do anything.

blogging starting~~

when i got blog at blogspot de??..
maybe i click wrong? lol...
funny ler.......anyway i start write blog at here ler....huhu~~~^^