hui yi~

''Babysistaz'' created at form 2 i think..
the name for now seems childish haha
really think we're gangster?
the gang with 14 members,

Chen

Lin

Leng

Fong

Wen

Khee

Alice

Tjen

Tyu

Ying

Phin

Mic

Amy

and

Me~

but now just left some are still close only..

other more got their own fren and their own life

became 'hi bye' fren dy ler. T.T

the gang special at whr?

''loud+noisy+laugh+crazy+sot=babysistaz''

hahaha...

miss the time that we're together before!

Bring me~

Actually i like secondary school life..
graduate liao jiu cant with them play together ler...
next time when meet them then become ''hi bye'' fren dy.
I dun wan.

Dunno where i go after form 5
dunno wad i like and interest in wad course
Haiz~
study wad ler?
hmm...
no direction leh.. T.T

hehe..

I have so long din update my blog..
such lazy and prepare my Spm
Err..cincai cincai do ler..T.T
Hope can get a good result ler..
after Spm then wan ready go Kl ler o..
but....

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住院历险记

31/10，
我进了医院
因为患得骨痛热症之病
衰啊！
和弟弟一起患得啊
所以一起进了医院
我第一次住院
在当天知道要住院时
我很怕也很担心
朋友们很多个也有去医院探望我
他也是哦~

每天都要抽血
我抽到很怕也很痛
手都黑青了每天抽血
在医院的我感觉很辛苦
没胃口吃任何一样食物
嗅到食物的味道就想吐了
对食物非常反胃
晚上时更是惨
睡不好因为很辛苦
每天都发烧呕吐
原来吊盐水很痛
当那条管道插进手筋时感觉很痛
眼泪都要飙出来了
传道和教堂里的朋友也有来家里和医院探望我哦~
感觉很温馨
他们也帮我祷告
朋友们也每天都为我祷告和来看我
我很开心因为他们都很关心我
xD

19th还要去医院抽血虽然现在已经没事了
T.T
我好怕呀！
希望不会再被死蚊子叮到了
我不要再住院啊！
恐怖死！

珍惜

不讨厌喜欢你的人
因为要学会感恩和珍惜
也许有些人用错了爱的方式
他们表达错误
让人觉得厌烦
但是只要有人喜欢或爱你
那就是件值得高兴的事
那也代表你身上有些地方是值得别人喜欢
也代表了一种魅力
学会爱自己别人才会爱你哟~

for my dear fren~~ =D

Feel u so pity so wanna care u more..
Your ''fren'' ......
try to learn how to reject ppl larh stupid~
Don owes say urself flexible
but for ppl just like a fool only..
like always been bully jiang leh~~
u're a kind and lovely person oo.. =D
Jia you larh!
xD

朋友别哭~

朋友
别哭了
虽然我不懂你为何会哭
可是还是会担心你哟~
我希望我身边的朋友们都很相信我
愿意把他们的内心最深处的秘密都告诉我
因为这样感觉很被信任
加油！xD

26th nite~

Last nite was a wonderful nite~
It's fun!
Everyone said need to wear formal so i wore a dress,but.....
when Chong,Na and Lin reached my house
they ask me to change and change...
5 mins...
6 mins...
7 mins..

finally changed dao ok de ler..=.=''
but it for me too sexy..><''


after hotspot then went to thai~
same situation~~
everyone play lik a crazy..
HIGH!


Met a uncle
Jun Jie de daddy~
He treat us go season sing and play~
At season,
i received a flower from somebody~
He is the second ppl who gave me flower~
It's a Rose!
Appreciate it and thankful^^
but actually he drunk dy bcz of putus cinta~
I will take good care of the Rose larh hahaha...
Dun worry!

We had broke the record!!
Morning 5.30 i just reached home~
We all first time back at sooooooo late...
I still worry tht meet my dad and need to say good morning to him ler. =.=
but luckily nope~
hehehe..=D

My body sooo pain now...
Dance too much?? lolx..
After this we have to start study ler...T.T
Spm coming soon~
Gambateh!

happy birthday ~

Happy Birthday to u~~
When i online saw ur pm worte this year de birthday without me
i felt sad...and Sorry~
And ur display picture show the card tht i made for u last year ..
haix....
Touch+Sad...~

Group photo~

After the performance took de...^^

Thanks to my frens~

很感谢当晚一直支持我的朋友们
他们为我紧张
尖叫得很大声
也给我很好的评语
还帮我record video
还要谢谢那天帮我黏假睫毛的
有认识的也有不认识的 xD
还有临时向宝贝借丝袜..=.=''
学校老土没办法
接受不了短裤
所以只好临时借丝袜咯
Anyway..
T-H-A-N-K-S

Aligatok~~^^

18th 的演出~

最近都在忙着准备表演
练习时间很少
两次到三次而已
其他的都是自己在家看mv练的
我已经两年还是三年没表演了
紧张还是会有的
这其实是一个秘密的演出
因为想要制造爆点
我在中间才杀出来
想给观众意外的惊喜
所以对外保密
只有我一些朋友知道
在上台的那一刻
很多人尖叫
很多人的评语都是很好
可是我自己却不满意
因为拍子算太快
也许是太紧张
不比平时练习的要来得好
所以给自己60%


其实学校并不鼓励有伴舞
衣着上也不被允许太暴露
在演出前我们曾经灰心失望
因为知道不会赢了
可是我们还是继续做
因为只当着是最后一年的回忆
当然，
Mr.Phang的脸色是越看越黑
直摇头
希望以后还有这种机会再表演

慢点会有照片和video放在这里哦~~

去医院~

This morning went to hospital acc mummy bring brother go check his leg again lerh~

So i din go school..

The doctor said he really cant walk and never got ppl tht having same case de can walk at last..

hmmm..~

If before when we heard this,

mummy and I will start crying but then we try to accept the truth ler..

Just tel Mummy think positively

也许这是上帝的旨意

我们能做的只是不停的祷告

也许在逆境中可得到更好的意外收获

乐观点会过得较快乐

加油~~

last day of pc fair,6th~~

I dun like last day of pc fair de actually..T.T
they back to Kuching on Wednesday 9th~
So,we have took some photo..

this is my Hp booth de leader-Ah grey..(i create de larh of cz this kind of nick name hahaha)actually he call Ah hui but i used to call him as Ah grey..=.=''

This is Xiao Yeong haha he very funny yi xia de~ collect caashier money de is him..
draw the pig not like pig de also is him...

This leh jiu shi ''sii Ah bang''..

created my name as ''Ah Lian'' and let whole world to know my new suck nick name is him..

I used to call him ''sii Ah Bang'' larh hahaha.. and speak Hokkien with him..

He really funny till let me laugh dao like wad jiang..=.=''

he likes to dance but not dare to show out he likes hahaha bcz he is Ah bang marh~

We have not enough time to take group photo when last day haix~~

dunno when still got the fair and can meet them again heee..

miss the time that we spent together~~

Tata~~

5th,Saturday

Second day at pc fair..
got some customer ler larh better than Friday lor..

our lunch hahaha..

who so boring leh?haha..Xiao Yeong lor =.=

we eng dao do some boring things~~ =.=''

4 REAL models~~

Hp booth also carrying Acer de box =.=''

We spent our time on such boring things lor haha but enjoy and funny larh~~ =D

When nite,

Liang Lin and Chong them came parkson bring us and wait us finish our work

I'm tired and my leg pain while goin back so Fei carry me at parkson haha

It's look sweet thanks Fei haha^^

After that we went to Sport cafe,Alfrensco,balc.

Lin won a mug hahaha!

quite geng ler her so lihai drink~

but then her face also red and cant stand well ler..

Sport cafe became Thai again ler..

Got Qi Shan Ah Chai them sure play till crazy sot again haha..

Actually I'm not happy on the nite bcz Sg..haix

Many things happened on the nite~nothing much to say again lor

4th,first day of pc fair-Friday

First day of pc fair..
no customer de lor..
sii beh boring can play hide and seek with fly o.O

took while lunch time...

beside there got a boy is bu xiao xin took dao de larh haha-Wayne

i wore like a bomba safety de hor....=.=''

We decide Saturday nite just out but then because Na said she Friday can out with us but Sat cant so we out on Friday nite too but at last she din out too.. zzzz~~

这几天都在忙着parkson pc fair
因为上次有做过所以懂他们一些人
不会觉得陌生反而很好玩
我觉得pc fair的时间太短
总是只有三天
第一天认识
第二天熟了可一起疯了
第三天又要走了他们
很舍不得... T.T
还来不及拍group photo nerh~~

舞蹈理想~

放弃最爱理想

是件难过的事

舞蹈曾经是梦

但距离变远了

好像无法实现

对舞蹈的执著

依然是存在着

好想继续跳舞

waiting~

waiting and waiting.....
sad sad sad~~~~
waiting for ur msg....

爱情观有改变噢~~

26th,wednesday....

和肥走路去绿洲从我家
晓筠（不懂是不是这样写）老师想认识我
所以我就去了
我们谈了很多
有关于未来的还有关于恋爱世界的
她是个很好的辅导老师
她很能明白我们青少年的心
经过辅导后我对爱情观有另外一种看法了

很多青年人都是因为两个寂寞的心所以交接在一起
那并不是真正的爱情
没有恋爱对象并不表示不能好好生活
最重要的是能活出自己的性格
人要有个性才是最重要的
一个人也能活得精彩
并不是没有另一半就会寂寞孤独
不可太依赖另一半
以后还是需面对一个人
不管结婚后
还是需面对一个人
我需要学习的是独立
恋爱只是生活上的一部份
而并不是生活中的所有

我认同老师的说法
在form5谈恋爱的人有点蠢
那最多只能耐一会儿
而且那是准备考试的时间
并不适合恋爱时期
所谓的狗狗恋爱..puppy love
交往一两年别以为就不是狗狗恋爱了噢
三四年分手还是算狗狗恋爱哦
真正够成熟的恋爱其实并不需要交往多年就可结婚
而交往多年又分手的往往是因为他们在爱情上思想不够成熟

别人常问：你没男友吗？为什么没有？怎么可能没有？
很多人以为没男友是因为没人追
可是有人追并不代表我就一定要啊
没男友并不是没人追求
而是在做准备和观察
我不希望我交很多的散拖
所谓的散拖就是在一起不到多久就分了
恋爱只是结婚前的过程
只要随时做好最充分的准备
机会永远都留给准备好的人

经过辅导我的爱情观改变了哦...wakakaka...
突然觉得自己变得好成熟好有个性噢...><
hahahahahahaha.....=.=''

我很想爱他-twins

天空下起雨了

他撑的伞在你的身边陪着

可是我不快乐

因为看见他脸上的笑是很勉强的

我很想爱他

但是眼睛在说谎

隐瞒比较容易吧

免得感情变得复杂

但是理智在吵架

退出可以解围吗

谁能给我一个好的回答

爱情是模糊的

可怜的是没有勇气选择

如果再舍不得

这样下去我们每个人都是受害者

当爱情陷在危险边缘

是否都会伤痕累累

是否都会苦不堪言

爱情教会我们都放不下

Babe~

nothing wan to update in my blog..
and still need been force by PPL update bu ran kena del by HER list worh hahaha....
sot+stupid=Fionna Sim Chinn Ying
hahaha she is my babe who owes acc me msg and big bomb..
her msg is SPECIAL daooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.. LONG lik write essay =.=''
hahhahah...
Lizard lee and Xiao lee this kind of stupid nick name,no doubt,she created one haha
She just lik my couple haha 24 hours msg with me acc me.. really everyday!! haha....
wad so good to geipo har? actually i also dunno hahaha...
Thanks for owes acc me when i sad and give me right opinion babe~~
everytime after ur council can make me know wad shud i do oO haha...
She reli very funny larh haha..


who wan date her or pakto with her can come to find me,u can get nearest information hahaha... plz call 01xxxx9970 =p
she quite pretty after cut her hair oO hiak hiak hiak~~~




Do ppl think we are lessbian?hahaha....=.=

曾经的最爱

同样的错误不同的待遇
世界上没有公平可言论
爱与不爱只在一瞬之间
分手无需理由
因为分手的理由只有一个
无爱...


别同情我
也不要觉得内疚
因为我已学会放下
没有你
我一样可以活得潇洒
祝你幸福

hehe^^

Today din go school again~

lazy plus most of them din go too hehe

went for my lunch with Chun

double star~

quite nice ler

I told Na i out with him then she keep said he very cute and wan i take picture let she see

So,

See his stupid look haha~~

after that Na said not this but is this,

=.='' haha

this photo not really nice lor i think hmm..

too dark dy and my face look so big when compare with him haha

the present and a card given by him haha
i like the card it's cute haha

thanks Chun^^

给我最爱的弟弟的话~

猫猫弟弟~
你要加油!!
一定要走路哦~
姐姐和妈咪
我们都会每天为你祷告
相信上帝是听见的~
妈咪没力再抱你了
以后我们都老去时
只能靠你自己了
一定要学会靠自己
对自己要有信心
我们一定带你去很多好玩的地方
带你去和你的笨蛋哥哥一起打game
带你去playground玩秋千
牵着你的手去shopping
带你一起去上学
你每天都可以穿着你喜欢的校服在学校和你的朋友一起玩
可以全家人一起出去
不用每天都在家里等妈妈爸爸回来
我们一起去游泳
不用再怕看到可怕的医生和护士
不用再坐麻烦的轮椅
可以正常的坐普通椅子
还可以穿好看的鞋




弟弟~~
我们都很爱你哟
你一定要加油!!

thursday,23th
Amy fu birthday haha..
Happy birthday to u babe~~muaksss!!


Yung came to school find us
he give us card.
Nice o i like it.
Shi fu teach him de..
He made 50++ cards to all of us!
wow soooooooooooo many haha~
here got some...













see Yung write wad marh??hahaha






see Yung got how pian xin haha just wrote one page then nothing wan to talk to me dy T.T but nvm larh coz he said he lai bu ji ler haha~~
got heart jiu hao^^






design by Jee Seng Yung
haha....


we took photo with him and hug hug~~haha
sad~~

time rev~~~~

Let us rev time yi xia......














back dao 18th,saturday..(seems lik too long ago) haha....
Amy 23th birthday so she ask us go play at 18th saturday..
we went to Siamese ate our dinner,
many ppl tht night..
Got me,liang,na,amy,lin,khee,fei,soon,leng,jing,phin,chen,lala,james and shin lastly just came..(can imagine the restoran full of our voice rite?)haha...
We have order our food,i order pizza share with liang~
This is the first time i go Siamese.
I never go before and we have took some photo..
Here.....


this is stupid Liang~haha

Then,



stupid khee with the ugly smile haha.



Me and Khee..





Me and Fei..

After Siamese we went to Season
We sang and drink
AT the first round thy drank so fast
Thy play then the loser gonna drink it so thy finish first 24 tin beer~WOW!!
Then thy order again,
second of 24 tin lagi!!
Total of the night cost Rm400++
Unbelievable!!

Amy sad~~
crying all the night and Lin too.
We dance and let the sadness forget it all.
Almost everyone drunk!
Na creat a new dance of MJ hahahaha
now everybody know how to dance it haha
I sure she will say ''wei,y u blogging here'' if she saw wad i had wrote here haha..
After tht,
I back with him.
Thy went A one eat but i din.
He not so happy because i drunk.
All of us back at 3 something.
I saw his phone and i angry and moody.
The msg wrote ''dear''
Then i moody after saw this but yuan lai i misunderstand,tht is just his tauke nio,
married and got child dy~
I ask him to come and explain to me again,
before this,i have told Chun im moody,
when i talk with Ma zai outside my house,
Chun suddenly came too. >< suck situation!!
Both gang ga~Then at last i ask Chun back 1st,he angry ba i think,lap the car neh~T.T
Me and Ma zai chat till 4am++ SOT!!




21th,tuesday..
Morning after tuition we had to go stadium for our school sport day,
just go dian ming but at last din dian dao boh haha..

After stadium we went to parkson play yi xia,
Amy,Na and Fong bought same shirt..=.=
blue,grey and red colour but the pattern same haha
I got saw him,Ma zai


Tht day is Yung de farewell..
He study at kl and fly on friday,24th..
We have took some picture with him.
She bu de him.. T.T
Here got some photo with Yung,


took at parkson



this is Lin de hasil lor..
she took it purposely haha,cut diao my part worh~~

After parkson,
we decide to go castle first,
Yung bring us back home take cloth for beach later haha
In Yung's car,
I saw a cute monkey,


there is it..
most funny de is Fei hit it because he dang the monkey is Soon haha
He hit and scold it ''si xiao hei'' hahah..

We reach castle and watch the video of farewell to Yung de.
wow...i heard tht when Yung watch it 1st time he cried like hell haha..touch leh~~
We ate pizza,thy bought so many pizza haha..


not nice larh this but set as memory hehe~~~


After castle we went to tanjung beach haha
quite fun larh..Lin wan to learn how to swim,but beach susah sikit larh haha
We pakat hao together angkat YUng and throw him to the beach worh haha..
I teach Yung how to ''pa'' and k k swim haha,it was fun.

when we play there then dunno when Fei take my phone to take some picture.








Fei wrote to Soon de haha~ Freindship forever wuhuu~~

After beach lw we decide a crazy planning!
Guess wad?
we go to GCM swimming pool swim again!!
hahahahhahaah...
but,
we have just brought one shirt and one pants right?so how??
hiak hiak...
see how clever we are..
we change the clean shirt then after reach GCM,
we change back to our wet shirt while playing at the beach!!YUCk!! haha..
of cz we feel so geli to wear the shirt back with some sand lagi haha!!
CRAZY+SOT!!
we shower to clean off the sand larh of cz haha then jump into the pool.
Enjoy! wuhuu~~~~~~~~
Lin know how to swim dy hurray~~ haha

Long time din update my blog lw worh.. ><
many thing happened~~~~ haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......


Monday,
I quarrel with bao zhen~
Actually i'm not happy to scold him lik tht,feel i'm so rude and hope can be forgive by lord~
I feel guilty although he wrong 1st??but i jue de nothing ler..
Just feel not happy for hurting him although he throw me thing hit jor me~ T.T
I forgive him bcz he is not purposely~


Tuesday,
I got something by somebody..
Sad,but....haiz
anyway...dun think about it and be happy~


Wednesday,today....
I have argue with him.
U really dont know tht i will mind wad have u said to me??
u told me u sometime will miss her,so wad is my position now?wad should i do?
is it cry or sad?....
cannot do anything~~

u told me her parents treat u nicely owes..
then me?
I feel i just nothing~

也许你没有很喜欢吧
你的inbox没有我的msg
代表什么？
没有任何值得你存的信息咯
简单嘛
都不在乎我的

每一次告诉你我的心事你都毫不在乎的样子
如果真的喜欢应该不会这样吧
不知道在什么时候我开始会为了你难过
感觉慢慢的越来越多
每天你的影子都会浮现在我的脑海里
见面的机会真的好少好少
你好忙好忙

好想和你见面
你每次都很潇洒的说
'好吧，那就不要找我了'
如果有一天我真的不找你了呢

sport days wuhuu~~~

yesterday we had a ball competition call bola baling..

what is tht?? never heard it before!! call 手球

My group- Venus

never know what the ball is tht..

till yesterday i just know it haha

it is something lik football but play by using hand

actually got two days we have to go for the training but we din go worh haha lazy larh.. zzz

real competition held yesterday but we just spent 15 or 20 min to know the rules oO.. steady yi xia hahaha

never expect that we got Number 1 oO!!!! haha without experience lagi!!!!!

me and lala are defender then amy and nana are shooter hahaha....

actually whole match just harap amy and nana help to shoot..

i just lik a idiot follow and dun know how to defend haha

still been scolded by those lakia said ''bodoh'' worh... ><

at last my nose still kena the ball hit,my tears almost drop ler worh... T.T

it was so pain!!

Soon see dao and laugh with fei so loudly worh.. ><>

ben lai dun wan stay de worh but it's fun!!

luckily got stay to play haha..

but i feel im so weak lor...

''dai sai'' arr.....

thy try their best to rampas bola but i just lik ''pasu''

sad yi xia.....

after tht we went to tanjung beach..

Fong teach me drive haha

fun yi xia eh driving wuhuu~~

hope daddy allow me go learn car at soon~ hmm....

tired but it was a nice nice day~~~

不能很确定的说有没有喜欢你
因为心里还是会有他的影子
也许时间可以冲淡一切
时间会帮我把他忘掉
可是并不代表会让我喜欢上你

可是会有紧张当和你在一起时
从来没真正看过你一眼
因为和你的认识也不过才那几天
心里有时还是会想你的
可是又谈不上是真正的喜欢

有时在想
会不会你对我也是错觉而已
因为才认识不久就说有感觉
那是真的喜欢的感觉还是错觉？
可能你自己都不知道吧

如果真的有一天不找你了
你会伤心吗
如果伤心一下可以换来以后的快乐
那我宁愿现在开始就不找你

也许对你的认识不够深 所以常常不懂你在想什么
总觉得你不喜欢和我讲话
因为你的反应真的好冷 我问你答~~

有时候又太明显了
还是我想太多？

有时候觉得你是怪人
会莫名的心情不好
可是问不出原因
也安慰不了

总觉得他只是因为寂寞所以想找人来恋爱
我不喜欢这样的你
那不是真的喜欢

我也不知道他对别人是不是也一样 暧昧
非常不了解他

明天就是7月7了
刚好生病明天没去学校
那样也好
不会看见你让我想更多

别人问：你还喜欢他吗？
我不会回答
我不懂
也许没有了
也许还有点不舍

别人再问：那，马仔了？
.............
更加不会回答...
只是很帅 所以崇拜
应该没有到喜欢

我好像在给他希望
宝贝说如果没有要发展就不要给他希望
我赞成
本来就不该常常找你
可是当你关心我的时候我是开心的
不想开始一段没有把握和没有信心的恋情
因为到最后受伤的不只是我自己
你也是
不想伤害你

last nite many thing happen yi xia...


Chun bring me go lan zhong find Lin and Leng..
Ma zai at lan zhong..quite care me yi xia o him..hehe^^
Chun bring ler Lin and Leng back lw still got bring me go gia gia..in car only larh


then after tht i still got out again.
My leg bei tyre ya dao arr so pain,tears almost wan drop ler..
maybe forget put break?then when i go down from car the car still can move worh... ><''
my leg and shoes jiu bei tyre ya dao,the shoes still bian diao a bit.
Amy ask me go check bcz scare bone hurt dao.
but now still ok larh not pain ler.
Huu~~
scare me.....

3 just back home at last... ><''
tired betul...

yeah~~

my eng tao suddenly add me wor...hahhaha... ^^ chatting with him at msn now huhu~~

Eng tao

waiyo!! si amy fu!! hahaha...
today amy fu tel me that my eng tao got add her arr!!! siiii de...
yuan lai the photo that day we took at Na there haha.... really damn eng tao....^^
huhu~~~
eng tao qin!!!

如果说约会是恋爱组曲的前奏，
那么那天你来motherland给我惊喜算不算呢？
20分钟的单独时间应该有吧
我们应该已经逛完整个帝宫了
如果时间能倒流那该有多好


7月7号就快来临了
如果我们还在一起 那会是我们在一起的第二个月
但，
那只是 如果
不想要那天的到来

为什么分手后却还在期待着你的出现
虽然你的每次一出现，就不再像从前那样主动找我聊天。。
虽然你的每次出现，我总呆呆的望着你msn等待着你主动找我
你..消失了，这样不是更好吗？
我可以更容易忘记
更容易恢复我可以专心做别的事
不去想我可以变得很忙碌很忙碌
我可以从新爱上天空
可是...不管再怎么忙碌..再怎么不去想 再怎么催眠自己说我不在乎了
你 还是在我心中
没有你，天空是灰色的
回忆还在旋转旋转不停的旋转
我还是好想你
我...真的好想你

以为分手后我们可以当知己
不能当知己就当你的好朋友
不能当好朋友就当朋友
不能当朋友就当你的最最最普通朋友
不能当最最最普通的朋友，至少能当一个认识的人见了面也可以打招呼
连那个也不行，就当一个你认识名字的陌生人吧再不行？
我还能当你的什么呢？敌人??

在学校碰见你该微笑还是避开你的眼光？
听见朋友谈到你我是该加入话题？还是安静在旁边听？
偶尔你在我附近听到你的声音 听到你的笑声 闻到熟悉的味道

每次都要假装不在乎
心想，都和我没关系不要再听了 不要再想了 够了！
但其实心里却多么怀念这些..
想再听多一点你的声音..
偷偷的再看你多一眼，
想再闻闻以前抱抱时那个味道
想再次听你喊我的名字...
我到底该怎么办？
到底该怎么做才能挽回我和你之间的感情？

我不要求当回恋人，我明白我和你之间不可能
但，请你不要放弃我们的友谊好吗？
我要求的不多，但请你见到面也能过来和我说说话就像以前那样 好吗？
如果这些你也给不到，那我只求你快乐

不要在我面前忌讳这些忌讳那些
不要在我面前假装
不要在我面前掩饰自己，不和我谈心

感情之间没有谁对谁错不是你被伤害就是她/他被伤害
不合适就不合适
我并不后悔和你交往过
和你那么特别的人交往我真的很幸福很快乐
我很珍惜那短短的一个月
和你手牵手和你在一起
被你喜欢被你疼的日子
这一段回忆能拥有它，我真的是幸福的

Actually i'm tahan and act like nothing that night but when i saw Lin start crying and i hug her to comfort her but my tears cannot tahan ler..it's dropped and we hug together and cried loud and loudly. I knew what is her feeling. When facing to our own lover it is get hurt. Lin dun wan we help her to celebrate her birthday is because him. I knew that.. it is really hurt.

When i saw her let me think more again,he can be fren with her talk to her but why me cannot??

I really so drunk that night even cannot walk well. Hug Shin start crying again and Shin keep comfort me and sayang my head let me feel so warm. That night almost everybody drunk. Rs order Chivas,it was so ''qiang'' ! While u drink a little bit u will feel hot in throat. I have drank two small glass of pure Chivas without any mix Cola. Then still drink beer dunno how many glass. At last got go thai a while. Keep say sorry to other ppl because keep knock dao other ppl,DRUNK!

Wei Qi and Ah Hong got at thai. They saw me drunk de yang zi ler.. ><

At last Haw come comfort me,i dunno he go there too. Meet Roger too... Funny ler,i cry still let Haw come to comfort me,i think it is hurt to Haw more.. Haiz!

He saw Haw too but dunno what is his feel. Gang ga ba maybe~

He saw i cry but he cant do what maybe he just feel guilty. Really very sad when i saw u. Don wan to leave u. We have broke for 2 weeks ler. The third weeks coming ler...... Miss the moment tht when we still together.. He gu yi dun wan to take photo with me when at tanjung seafood. I have request for taking picture with him and he just find the reason said ''lazy'' , ''dun wan''... When others ask for it he say sui bian... it's obvious tht he dun wan.. still say be fren but he juz keep tao bi me.. My heart bleeding~~~~

When i fall down get hurt he dun care. I have told him tht i was pain and bleed but he din have any reply....... I wan fren with him just lik others fren with him so good. I wan to have a photo with him.

I asked:last time i ask u,like or not?say yes or no.

he said: no. ur attitude and ur crazy msging.....

he said he dun like ler.no feel ler............

why i keep cant accept this??y keep ask him still got feel or not? it's hurt~

Actually no matter i changed my attitude and stop msg him din fan him ler he wont like too ler.

those juz reason.. don lik ler jiu shi don like ler......

miss him a lot today~

Gambateh~

Today bring mummy go school..

All subject teacher dou said me talkative larh noisy larh bla bla bla~~

got bei mummy say ler yi xia....hmm

most worse is EA and Sivik teacher wrote the comment said me

' Tidak hormat cikgu'

Walao...say till like that not good eh...wan change ler hmm...

Last nite quite sad then called fei..

keep crying when talking to him~

our Friendship really so easy to break?

She is still angry me no matter how i talk and msg her she wont reply me or answer me..

almost birthday ler dun wan quarrel with her but she seems lik dun wan talk to me..

just a word saying ''ngiao ji'' make her so hate me until now?

we have been four or five days din talk ler..

i care this frenship,she makes me moody because she dun wan to talk to me...

I feel i'm alone and feel nobody care me..

i know they dun like i keep say about him so have to change it and avoid to say him in front of them again...

Thanks for Fei told me i'm still his best fren make me feel warm and not lonely~

Besides her,

he is the main point to make me sad too

when i talking to him,he looked tao yan me and feel im so fan..

i dunno y he wan so hate me..

i already listen to them as wad thy said dun find him ler..

why he still treat me like tht?

if not they ask to stop i think he will direct go away after sent me back home..

he does not care me at all~

I have nothing to do coz he don like anymore~

I very mind and very care he keep care her and talk to her but i cant do anything.

blogging starting~~

when i got blog at blogspot de??..
maybe i click wrong? lol...
funny ler.......anyway i start write blog at here ler....huhu~~~^^